Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Beautiful life - 美麗人生

C said " your life is beautiful! " 
with tears in his eyes
他說 你的人生真是美麗!
眼裡 閃著淚光
.
I though about the life I have
in the past ten years 
came to the Sate and finished the class I signed up for
I got married, and divorced
once I lived on two slices of bread daily
now I have a place of my own
回想 過去這十年的日子
來到美國 完成想學的課程
結了婚 也離了
一度 每日靠兩片土司 過日
現在 有個屬於自的地方

I have cried, like a rain storm
almost gave up,just wanted to stay in the dark
I have laughed, until couldn't catch up my breathe
I have been so angry, flames up like fire
.
曾經哭泣 有如暴雨
幾乎放棄希望 寧願停留在黑暗
曾經狂笑 甚至無法換氣
曾經生氣 怒火高漲
.
visited five different cities
sydney, shanghai, tokyo, edinburgh, madrid
hamburg is on next itinerary 
拜訪過 五個城市
雪梨 上海 東京 愛丁堡 馬德里
漢堡 是下個目的地
Have been to five weddings, mine doesn't count
welcomed eight new life to this world and witness their growth
lost five people who I was closed to, includes my dear father
曾經參加過五次婚禮 自己的不算
歡迎過 八個新生命 加入這個世界 也目睹 他們的成長
失去了 五個 親人和好友 至愛的父親 是其中之一
.  
in the middle of November , one thirty A.M. 
temperature is thirty four degree fahrenheit
walking on the street without any jacket on
its cold
I just said my good bye to a dear one
she is not my really mother  but I call her"mom"
  在拾壹月中旬 的清晨一點三十分 
氣溫 華氏三十四度
走在街道上 忘了 穿夾克
真的 冷
剛剛 跟她說了最後道別
雖不是 親生的母親  但我稱她 媽 
I am really sad   tears are coming down
look up the sky
  thousands of stars    sparkling 
pouring into my eyes
here it is
my beautiful life!
真的好難過 眼淚 直流
仰頭看天 確見眾星  閃耀
這是
我的 美麗人生